Monday, September 27, 2004

Promises

aah it feels good. It was going rather a slow, sleepy afternoon at the office and came to my mind was EC classic "Promises" today!

Promises
I dont care when you never come home.
I dont care when you just keep on rolling away on a distant sea
coz I dont love you when you dont love me.

You cause a commotion when you come to town.
Give 'em a smile and they melt
Your lovers and friends are all good and fine
but I dont yours when you dont like mine!

I tried to love you years upon years
You refused to take me for real
But this time you saw what I wanted you to see
That I will still love when if you just like me.

I've got my problems can't you belive
I've got a woman calling love hate
We may be wrong but we'll always be friend
But how would we know that our promises end?

Reminisce of Countryside

This ages back to some 10-12 years ago (if I not wrong). We had just shifted to our house in Gomti Nagar, Lucknow. The colony had just started to flourish and there were a lot of vacant plots and empty houses (made and left by LDA). I had soon made friends and when not playing cricket, we would discover the area on our cycles.

What we had discovered, the farms in a near by countryside were the most fascinating. I enjoyed it as I had never seen any farms. It was not far from my home just 5-8 minutes of cycling. This was the edge of the colony; marked by a ‘teela’, which was made by the farmers to protect their crop from the excess of rainwater, which might run down from the city. Beyond this ‘teela’ was a patch open land, probably owned by the Indian Railways, as it didn’t have any vegetation. Railway tracks and then the farms of wheat and other vegetables followed this. During the summer vacations we used to visit the place everyday to play in the sand and the wilderness. Apart from our morning visits, it was our favourite place for general time pass and cycling (especially up and down that ‘teela’).

This place would bloom up in the rains. A pond of rainwater formed in every monsoon that would last for a many a month. This was one of the source of water for the farmers apart from there tube wells etc. This would also become temporary home for birds like swans and wild cranes. And many a time we saw them hunting for snakes and fish. Also we discovered many new things like snake colonies, sometimes deadly snakes like the cobras as well. A few times the villagers shove us from that place as it was home for many poisonous snakes. But we would always go to that place to enjoy the calm serene atmosphere, greenery, cool wind and the sound of train. The rail tracks had been laid so as to avoid the farms and they took an unusual steep turn, all the trains would slow down there and it just seemed to add beauty to the place watching the slow trains passing by. Soon we started to cross the pond, using a mud-paved path made by the farmers and the villagers and would sit beside the tracks. The surroundings looked more beautiful from this place as it was higher than the ‘teela’. Sometimes we would place ballast stones on the track and they turned into powder when the train ran over them.

This place was most enjoyable in the monsoon mornings, one morning I went to the place with a couple of friends. It had rained very heavily since a couple of days, and the pond was larger than how we had seen it. We were on the side of the tracks and a friend had found a skin of a snake and wanted to show us. We all ran towards him me and a friend Vishal was on one track and another friend Ajay on the other track. To get to the calling friend we had to cross the bridge and that bridge hardly had any space to move along the tracks. The only way was to cross them on the tracks. As we ran on the bridge I saw a train coming towards us. We had hardly gone 10 meters, so we turned back But Ajay felt that train is on the other track, he kept running until he was in the middle of the bridge he found that the train was on his track. Meanwhile, a goods train came on our tracks and we could not see where Ajay was. We both kept shouting but our voices would not reach Ajay in the rattle of the two trains. The slow goods train took an eternity to cross us. And when it passed, we didn’t see Ajay! We felt that he would have jumped in the pond to save himself. But when we got there we saw him on the pillar of the bridge. He had jumped upon it just in the nick of time.

After this incident we did not go there again. Even the monsoons could not entice us to take the courage to see the place. But we all miss the place so much; also hope that it’s in the same shape we left it last time.

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

What You Did Today?

The most satisfying thing I did today was to help two tiny toddlers to cross the street.
I remember your words Sanjeev (you’re an ole bastard I miss)

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Chhab Tilak Tajdini Tose Naina Milaayeke

मोह से बोलो ना बोल मेरी सुन या ना सुन
अर्रेय मैं तो तोहे ना छाडूंगी आये संवारे

मोरी सास ननिदया इफिर तो इफिर
अरे मोह से इफर क्यों ना जाये
सभी गांव रे एक तू ना फीरे मोसे
एय मेरे प्यारे मैं भी तो आयी तेरी छाओं में रे
रही लाज शरम की
बात कहाँ
जब प्रेम के फांदे दियो आन् रे


These are a few lines from Begum Abida’s tape where she sings Amir Khusrau. All these years whenever I went to a music store I just hunted for EC CDs and tapes whatever I could get or I could afford. But this weekend, I picked up a tape by Begum Abida Parveen. I didn’t have any prejudices that how would it be. It influenced me so much that I am finding it impossible to collect what I have been feeling after listening. Its all so simple yet so deceptive; in its simplicity, it makes divinity definable and in all its complexity and intensity it invites to explore the layers and the meanings so hard to comprehend.

But what more or less I could comprehend was that it educates. Educates us that God is gettable and one does not need any pre-defined or pre-conceived path to find Him. I am quoting a few a lines from the same tapes. These songs have been sung at the ‘Dargaahs’ and ‘Majaars’ by the Sufi Fakirs since centuries. Hope you all enjoy as I do. Also I would like to you interpret them in any way you wish (That’s the quintessence of ‘Sufism’).

तोरी सूरत के मैं वारी सब सिखयन में चुनर मोरी मैली देख हँसे नर नारी
अब के बहार चुनर मोरी रंग दे रख लो लाज हमारी

रखी है तुमने लाज मेरी हर मुकाम पर
यूं ही करम रहे मेरे आका अपने घुलाम पर

पहुच गया हूँ दरे यार तक मुकाद्दर से
वर्ना सब मेरे सजदे इधर उधर होते

छाप तिलक तज्दिनी रे तोसे नैना मिलाये के

अपनी छब्ब बनाए के जो मैं पी के पास गयी
जो छब्ब देखी पी की तो अपनी भूल गयी

चश्मे मस्ती ए जबीं ज़ुल्फे दराजी ए जबीं
माय्कर्स्ती ए जबीं फिकने तराजी ए जबीं

रेनी छड़ी रसूल की मुहम्मद रंग मौला के हाथ
जिसकी चुनरी रंग दी धन धन उसके भाग

Its really hard to choose what to include and what not. But one final from my side
उनकी क्या कहै उनकी मुहब्बत में तो हम सूफी हो गए

Friday, September 10, 2004

Dead Man Walking

For many a day could not update the blog. Maverick is down, but Joe is going well. Joe always sets up encouraging examples.

So this time, I'd like to share an incident that took place around the start of this year and had a stark affect on both my roomie and me. We have common interests like food, travel, and above all music. When he moved into my room our group of music lovers grew and we started jamming to pass the free time away. Soon it took a considerable time of our lives in Pune (may be the prime reason of me not socializing as I used to.)

Once we had rather a long jam at my room, and ended at around 2:30 in the morning. One of the friends who does not like to sleep anywhere else but his room, asked for a drop. To our common interest, we decided to drop him, as we did not want to loose the sleep after a tiring gig. Willingly I decided give company to my Roomie for a late night early morning ride is always sought after (that too in Pune’s weather). This fellow’s place was around a couple of miles away off the Bhandarkar Road.

Early Morning, no traffic, no cops we reached the place in a few minutes. While returning we had a strange but true incident, both of us were on my scooter moving from Bhanadarkar Road towards S.B. Road. The Bhandarkar Road looked like abandoned that morning; to our surprise we could not see not even a single stray dog, a sight so uncommon on the roads of Pune. All of a sudden, my attention was drawn towards a moving figure. We saw an image crossing the road. It had a blanket around it and to our surprise the head was missing. Its true! And we could see it moving relatively to the road divider and to us. I asked to my Roomie “Dada, are you seeing what I am ?”. In reply he said “Yes”. Holding our nerves and calling the Almighty we drove as fast as we could to reach home.

The next day, we went to Chaturshringhi Mandir to seek the blessings. To our anxiety we decided to find what could have been the reason of our experience, was it our hysteria, or does this hold any relevance to life. In our finding we studied about the background of the Bhandarkar Road and the history of the Pune city. We found that such incidences had been common in that area and folks say that when under the British Rule, the city was a military center and was confined to the parts what is known as ‘Camp’ today; while thew Indian lived in the 'Peth' area. The British used the Chaturshringhi Hill and surrounding areas as a butchering yard. The rest can be easily deduced. What we know as S.B. Road and near by area was used as a dumping ground for the corpses of the killed. Its also said that the Chaturshringhi Mandir was built to ward off the evil that was thought to be associated with the place.

Though I still dismiss the experience and regard it as hysteria of both of us but sometimes it does make me believe in Super Natural. Till that day I had been mocking the people, who shared this kind of experiences, but this time I think that I will have to think a little more before making a firm opinion.